What's up, habibis?
Cherry Waves by Deftones is an amazing song. Possibly my favorite song. I always find myself listening to it when I feel down. The song is sad. It's about wondering if a person you'd do everything for would do the same for you. I like a lot of songs like that. Maybe that's the reason why I've never been in a serious relationship. My subconscious brain is probably thinking "Fuck this shit. I don't want to have to write my own fucked-up sad song."
Anyway, I'm on the same bat-channel at the same bat-time drinking the same bat-coffee in the same bat-chair. Nothing much changes around here when it comes to the morning.
But I am going to go rake some leaves at my dad's house later so maybe I'll have something to say after I do that. It's probably going to be something along the lines of "Fuck raking leaves." or "I'm fucking tired" So I got that going for me which is nice...
Speaking of tiredness I was pretty sleepy when I first woke up. I went to sleep at 11:30, last night. I still woke up at the usual 5:30. I didn't want to fucking get up but I pushed myself. Because I don't get up that early for no fucking reason...
[Working Man playing in the background]
Today as I practice mindfulness meditation I'll be focusing on the inner seeing channel. I'll be noting everything that I see in my head and then describing the colors and shapes. Hopefully, it will go well.
Gotta blast.
(I can't believe I just wrote that...)
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